there will be a point in time.

when you found that you're ready to let go of everything.

every single thing.

me.

the relationship.

the memories.

when it doesnt matter whether you still have these things.

or you even want to have these things.

when you know for sure it's all these things that you dont want.

that you cant be bothered about.

that's the day i lose you.

and there's nothing i can do to keep you.

do i really want to love you so much?

knowing that there's nothing for u to lose in the end?

or am i going to be a subject for taunt?

for all the criticisms?

when i'm referred to in past tense.

when all bad opinions about me suffice.

when talks of "dont see her so much la.. dont give her false hope" surround you

what will i be doing?

off to lick my wounds

There is something special about impermanence. It puts value into every moment and makes these moments very precious, because they become unique and irreplaceable. And because of this, we learn to enjoy every moment more thoroughly and learn not to take things for granted. However, just because certain moments/things have gone and will not happen again, it does not mean that they are erased. They have happened and will always have happened. And I think that this is the true value of our treasured moments, which we will not be able to appreciate without impermanence. The most precious moments of my life only lasted 2 seconds, but they will sustain me for the rest of my life, if you get what I mean.

what if you wake up one day and decide that you dont want to be in a relationship

i'm a very suppressed person.

even when i liked you i cant like you properly.

i was bruised i was betrayed i was humiliated.

i couldnt trust anyone, not even myself.

there's something about you, definitely.

but time wasnt right, and i was too busy building defences around myself.

i know i like you, i always do.

i'm so dark and twisty i'm a new character myself.

and you..... you've never left.

that in itself is worth more love than anything can surmount.

i thought i was the girl you love.

that you'll do anything to make me yours.

you dont want so many stuff and expect me to understand.

truth is there's no one to understand me.

i wanna be dominique francon to you